My surroundings often reflect my inner state, modified by my need to be professional. As a professor, I cannot stand in front of a classroom in clothing that needs to be washed. Wrinkled, maybe
Category: depression
Life-Long Learning 10/22/20
my dumbbells will be moving in with me. I don’t have a goal of becoming a bodybuilder, but I will exercise at least enough to begin moving in the direction of getting into shape. It’s something small, but better than I’m doing now.
The House 10/21/20
this house, my new motorcycle and even the software will make me think of my mom and dad every time I use them.
Don’t Say Anything at All 10/15/20
My mother used to say, “If you can’t say something nice, don’t say anything at all.” Wise words, words of restraint. Anger begets anger; when you belittle people, when you show them anger, they are more likely to become mirrors to reflect their negativity back
Teeth 10/14/20
I have mine as well. I try to be as open and honest as I can, but there are things I could never let anybody know, things that have me so ashamed that I cannot reveal them, and I cannot let go. But I will tell you that the more secrets I do reveal, the better I feel.
The Door 10/10/20
This is where the Swearese came in as he fricking bachin rafkin flipped the igging ackin frackin door over and measured out a new jarkin jerkin jorking line and grabbed his brankin bolkin brinkin handsaw and sawed the glarbin gribin grapin bottom off again.
A Different Blue Wave 9/26/20
Have you ever just had a wave of depression wash over you, for no apparent reason and very unexpectedly?
The Heart Heals 9/22/20
You can’t suffer that kind of damage without scars to show for it, but what can we do but to survive to fight another day?
Cracked 9/16/20
Seemed like almost everything would just bounce off of me; I could take the hits and come out unscathed. But something happened.
Serpentine 9/11/20
We are complete beings, with three critical aspects of our lives: mind, body, spirit. Like our days, each supports the other. These are out of order for me, as they are for most of us.
